Under the same Moon – 15

Banner Moon English

I know, I know…, I promised this part would be the end to this story but I don’t like to leave questions unanswered. That’s why I have inserted a chapter that could very well be considered as a ‘stand-alone’ story. Anyway… it has much to do with one of the main characters, so… Here you are! A story about Jeremy’s big mistakes. I have bleached out the colors of the screen shots that show memories.

Many thanks to the CC-artists without whose creations the story wouldn’t be the same. I know that they won’t read the stories because their work is time-consuming but anyway…! Here goes my gratitude to them and to all of you who read my stories. A big hug to Fredbrenny for helping me with the English language and for the ideas she has given me in this chapter. Thanks Fred.

*****

Liza Baker sighed; she was a little bit bored. She loved to go out and she longed to have a job. Not that she needed it. She was not really poor but she had to be careful with her expenses. She was considering to go looking for a job now that her daughter was a teenager. The girl was in her last school year. Very soon she would be a young adult. It hadnt been easy to be both mother and father for her daughter and that was why she dedicated all of her time to her girl.

This particular morning she had just let in the plumber and she started to prepare something for breakfast.

She heard the postman opening and closing the mailbox. Oh yes…, surely the bills. She got up to go outside and sign those bills right away.

To her big surprise there was a letter from a lawyer. What was that? The only moment that she had met with a lawyer was a long time ago and, as a matter of fact, it had been her mother who had done all the talking.

After signing the bills, she sat down to read the letter. It didn’t explain very much but she was requested to go to Mrs. Noall’s home office of and she was asked to bring her daughter. Why?… she wondered. They were expected to be there tomorrow at 3pm.

O dear…! That name ‘Noall’! Wasn’t that the lawyer whose name was on the payments she got every month she still was living on? Suddenly she remembered the past if though it had been yesterday…

She used to be a diehard Riverview Football Team mascot together with her girlfriends and followed them wherever they played. One of the players, who had outgrown his teenage years and was a young adult by then, was already famous. They called him ‘Jemmy’ and all of her friends were fond of him. He was nice to all of them, giving autographs and hugs.

The team played in Sunset Valley, and afterwards all the girls wanted to be part of the after match. She got carried away by her own enthusiasm and just like all of her girlfriends she chanted… ‘Jemmy, I want your baby!’ He had looked at her and asked Are you sure? I am not going to marry you though.

No, it didn’t matter at that moment. She was trembling all over that he had chosen her over all the girls around. She was very flattered and without giving it a second thought she followed him to his hotel room.

He really had been very kind and careful when he noticed that it was her first time.

After that night her life changed dramatically. A few weeks later she started having morning sickness and very soon she understood that it had to do with her ‘first night’. She went to Jemmy’s house, but it seemed that no one was there at the moment.

She sat there on the porch, hoping that Jemmy would come home soon. It seemed he went to another town for yet another match.
After waiting for the longest time (and she even fell asleep), she had to go home and left him a note in the mailbox.

A few days after that, a woman came to see her. She apparently was Jemmy’s family lawyer. Liza’s mother had suspected something already and said that she didn’t want the entire world to know what kind of a daughter she had.

This lady, Jemmy’s family lawyer, had arranged everything… She had even bought her a small house in the outskirts of Riverview.

Her mother was pleased that everything had been solved, and that the girl was safe and out of sight.

The months passed and Liza had been alone up to the time she had to go to hospital to have her baby. She would be all by herself raising this little girl. Fortunately, the house had a nice garden and a pond. Although the environment to raise a child in was not too bad, they were alone. But in spite of all, those first years were remembered fondly by both mother and child.

When Caprice had to go to school, a problem showed. Their house was too far away from the main street, and the girl had missed her first school days because she missed the school bus. The only solution seemed to be living closer to the main road. So they moved. The new house was bigger and closer to the bus stop, but the surroundings were not as beautiful as they were used to.
Caprice would have her birthday very soon and Liza knew that she had to tell the girl about her father. It seemed he had no interest in getting to know his daughter.

She did remember however, that one very early morning, she woke up to Caprice crying out loud, telling her in her babyish talk, that a man had been looking through the window. Liza never found out who that person who had scared her baby so much was.

She felt a bit nervous the day she had to visit the lawyer’s office. On the envelope it showed a Bridgeport address, but in the letter she was asked to meet with Mrs. Noall at her Riverview office. She tried not to think too much about it. Caprice would come home from school very soon so she started to prepare lunch. The evening before, Liza told her daughter to come home directly after school because they had to go to an important appointment.

*****

That very same day, Sonya Hayser found a letter from the lawyer. She had been lazy and hadn’t looked in her mailbox until late. She recognized and remembered the lawyers name immediately and wondered what could have happened.

Her story was similar to Liza’s. Nothing new under the sun. The only difference for her was that it had not been her first time to be with a man. She accepted right away Jemmy would not be around when she turned out to be pregnant. Jemmy would never go twice with the same girl. He also told them on forehand that he wouldn’t take any moral responsibilities.

Being grateful that his family had been so generous as to give her a big amount of money, she never thought much about it. She loved her child. The only thing that bothered her was the fact that, eventually, she had to tell her son who his father was. Still…, that could wait. It could wait until his next birthday.

While sitting there she thought about all the happy (and less happy) moments she had shared with her little boy. Such a sweet little boy. She named him ‘Jerry’ and even as a baby he looked exactly like his father. Growing up, the resemblance was even more prominent.
Jerry was a happy a sociable child.

It had been a long time ago that she had first met Jemmy’s dad. A handsome and nice man he was. Jemmy looked a lot like his father. She met him again in the museum and greeted him. Most probably he wasn’t aware that she was the mother to his grandson.
Shortly after, tragedy stroke that family. First of all Jemmy’s mother died; and shortly after that, his father as well, to join his beloved wife in the afterlife.
That probably depressed Jemmy much, because he left the football team and he disappeared from Riverview altogether.

She sat down and thoughtlessly played with one of Jerry’s toys. Tomorrow she would see what the lawyer wanted.

*****

Marta Cienpies was thinking where she could find a child on short notice to take to the lawyer’s office.
She had been in love with Jemmy as well, but her bad luck was that the man wasn’t interested in her at all. She had no idea why.

He was kind enough when she greeted him, but lately he had stopped his wild nightlife outings.

She noticed that it was hard for him to maintain distance and that made her try more than once to seduce him. She wanted to have a child with him, the idea was very tempting. Oh…, she was sure that he wouldn’t marry her but she knew as well that she could be famous if she would take this story to the local newspaper.

She already found out that he had had two affairs, and that a lot of money had been paid. He was known as a womanizer. You only had to say that you went to bed with him and everybody believed you. Why didn’t he want her? She wasn’t ugly!

In those days, she had a friend whom she shared her apartment with. She told him that she was interested in getting pregnant. Perhaps he wanted to…?

The man was willing enough, but when she told him that she would use that pregnancy to get money and fame, he refused and left her alone. “You are insane! I dont want to have anything to do with you anymore!”
Then she wrapped a cushion with a belt around her body and stated that she was pregnant with Jemmy’s child. Exactly as she thought… even the lawyer believed her. And she got her money. Yes!

Some years later, in front of her house a lady who came jogging down the street stopped to greet her. The woman seemed familiar but, to be honest, she didn’t recognize her at that moment.

Lucky Perkins was there as well, and when the woman asked her about her child, Perkins said: “Child…? You never had a child here! Always when I come to visit you, you’re alone! No lady, she doesn’t have any children! You are confused and you must take her for someone else.”

It was then that Marta remembered who that woman was…. It was the lawyer!

She had been pretty nervous for some weeks thinking that she had to pay back the money she got, but after a couple of years without anything happening, she really was curious to see what tomorrow would bring.

*****

Marge Noall had sent the letters to the three families involved in the ‘Jeremy Captain case’. Knowing that they all lived in Riverview, she invited them over to her Riverview home office. She was getting old and with retirement on her mind, thinking about closing her Bridgeport office all together. It would mean she would have less work but that suited her fine. She prepared everything for those families to come.

She was almost sure that Miss Cienpies wouldn’t come. She remembered how that man… Perkins, stated that she didn’t have any children. Of course, Perkins didn’t have a very good name, so she gave Miss Cienpies the benefit of doubt. That’s why she had made an appointment with her as well.

They all arrived on time. The only one who didn’t bring her child along was, of course, Miss Cienpies. She addressed Ms. Cienpies about her not bringing her child. The matter at hand had everything to do with the children.

– “Well, I didn’t bring my boy here, because he went to spend the afternoon with a class mate.”

Miss Cienpies,, I must say I doubt the existence of a child of yours. These families here have been observed as well as you have been, without you all knowing so. There is no evidence of a child living with you.”
The others were looking at each other wondering what this was all about.

Marta Cienpies got up and started to complain that life had been difficult. She started to talk a lot of nonsense. In her defense she said that Liza Baker had told her to fake a pregnancy to obtain money.

What? exclaimed Liza scandalized. “That’s a big, fat lie! Gosh, I don’t even know you!”

Marge Noall said: “Please, sit down Miss Baker.” Then looking at Marta she continued: “Miss Cienpies, would you be so kind as to leave this office? There’s nothing more we can do for you. And there is certainly nothing more you can get from us. You may be content that we haven’t asked the money back that you got in an illegal way… yet.”

Marta stood there spitting venom and telling the other women that they shouldn’t trust the lawyer, but Marge spoke louder now and said “GOOD AFTERNOON, Miss Cienpies!”

“Now that we are finally alone with the people involved…, Sonya and Liza…, I hope you don’t mind if I call you by your names, I suppose that you’ve spoken to your children about their roots? If not, this is certainly the correct moment to do so.”
Then she told them about Jeremy Captain who tried to repair the lack of interest he had in his off spring; in having children he didn’t really know about when he was younger. Now that he came of age he was… He regretted the days, months and years passed that he didn’t care.

Jerry and Caprice didn’t listen anymore. They looked at each other and were more interested to find out that they were half brother and sister. They looked up again when they heard the lawyer’s voice calling Jerry. “Young man, you take after your father but I definitely hope that you won’t get into the same kind of trouble as he did!”

Then she continued in general: “Mister Captain is aware that he is the father but understands if you have no wish to know him. If you however, would like to get to know him and if your mothers don’t object, he would be pleased to meet you as well.

Do I make myself clear? You are the owners of the Shipping Line and from the moment you will have your next birthday, you will have an allowance available each month, and when you are adults you may choose to sell the assets and dispose of everything. We are speaking about millions here… Your father is a very generous man. I hope you will take in consideration that the manager at hand is a trustful man and therefore I recommend you leave him in charge of the business. He knows everything about this Shipping Line and has the best interest in keeping the business flowing. I really hope that you will be able to keep your heads cool. I will retire very soon but, as the family lawyer, you may always count on me.”
After that, she showed them to the door and spent the rest of the evening rewriting the legal papers.

Next morning Marge made a phone call to Jeremy and told him not to worry. “You only have two children Jeremy, not three. Both your daughter and your son seem nice and well educated. They are trying to digest everything that happens to them right now and, eventually, they could be interested in getting to know you. I haven’t seen any negative reactions from the children nor from their mothers.”
She stopped to give Jeremy a moment to think about this and ended their conversation with: “It seems that you will get the opportunity to make up with them after all. Money shouldn’t replace the love of a father. I’m pleased for all of you Jeremy.”

To be continued…

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Under the same Moon – 13

Banner Moon English

There’s a crack…, a crack in everything…. That’s where the light gets in… (Leonard Cohen)

Rosalind is a creation of Spladoum. Thank you April.
A very big hug to Fredbrenny for helping me with the English language.

*****

When Jeremy regained consciousness, he found himself alone again.
He never thought he would be afraid of being alone. Was he really alone? He hoped that this encounter with his younger self was just a bad trick his mind had played on him…, the aftermath of the tension he had lived in lately.

He went inside and after having drunk a whole bottle of water to sooth his dry throat he took a bath and thought that, until now, he never knew that fear could have such a devastating effect on a human body.
Now he really missed electricity. What would he have given if he would have had a television or a radio
. He sighed and dried himself off.

He lit the fire in the chimney and looked for some novel to get his mind distracted. Standing in front of the bookcase he noticed a shine coming from a book. It was if though it was saying ‘choose me’.

In an impulse he took it out and sat next to the fire to read it. He had lit some extra candles to feel more comfortable.
It was a strange thing that he never, ever had seen this book here. He must have overlooked it. It was called Death and Resurrection. He started reading it with the idea it was a novel but very soon he found out that it was another esoteric text. He started getting nervous again. He put it on the table and sat back again near the fire.

‘I really don’t understand it. When I came here for the first time, I took comfort from the esoteric guidelines written by Raphael; why can’t I find the same feeling…?!

He took the book again and in his hands it opened on some page. When he wanted to get to the point where he had left the lecture, his eye caught a line: When people need to start their spiritual growth, they use to have beautiful dreams and visions. That is what draws them into this theme.
He let the meaning of this sentence filter into his brain and thought it over until he understood that this was the answer to the question he had only a moment ago. It was if though the book knew what he wanted to know. Or had it been a coincidence…? He started thinking things over again.
‘But once you are interested, things are getting ugly…, I wonder why…’

The book opened on another page: When people want to grow spiritually, they have to learn what they have to change in their behavior. Therefore it’s important to have at least one chakra opened partially. It’s the opening where the light can come in and with more light the shadows grow deeper. They have to learn how to face their own debilities and fight them. Many people do have nervous breakdowns during their spiritual growth. To be born to a new life, you only have to die.

Now Jeremy knew that it wasn’t a coincidence anymore. He put the book away, put out the fire and went to his bedroom.
When passing by the mirror, he saw his younger self again, looking at him without speaking.

His first reaction was to back away but then he remembered the message in the book.

He obliged himself to look again and face himself until the image of his youth little by little disappeared.

His heart skipped a beat and suddenly he knew what decision to take.

He packed his things, prepared the house to leave everything in order and went to his boat. It was already very late and dark. Thank God, it was full moon. While walking he knew what he was going to do. He would go back to Bridgeport to have a few things arranged.

Once on the boat, a beam of light hit him…. The Lighthouse had the Light back!

With that, a feeling of comfort and light settled in his heart and his mind. Now he knew he had taken the right decision. First he would go to Sunset Valley.

All of a sudden, Cynthia woke up. She didn’t know why and was very sleepy.

She got up and went to the kitchen to drink a glass of water. When she rinsed the glass, she saw the familiar swaying of the beam of light through the window.

The Lighthouse had its light back! Then she knew that this was a symbolic sign that things had been cleared for Jeremy and she was very pleased for him when she went to bed again.

*****

Rosalind King couldn’t sleep all too well. She got out of bed and thought about Auntie Dawn. She felt guilty that she hadn’t told the complete truth about leaving her hometown. On the other hand, she didn’t want her aunt to worry about her.

The woman didn’t even know that she was married. Now… why would a married woman leave her husband and her job? No, Auntie Dawn surely wouldn’t understand it. She wouldn’t understand why she wore glasses without needing them.
It all had started because she wanted to make herself less attractive. She had some very pushy colleagues at work and, besides that, she thought that she looked more respectable to the children’s eyes. Now she was so used to having the fake glasses put on, that she kept them on, even here.

She put her gym clothes on. Without making noise she left the house and started running, running to… where…? She didn’t know and didn’t mind…. While running she continued thinking…; the kids in her class were a handful, had a lot of problems…, that was true.

Her own family experience hadn’t been so nice either. One way or another, she didn’t want to have kids of her own, while Connor insisted on having them. She got so fed up with the ‘kid stuff’ that she tried to make him understand that she wasn’t born to be a mother.  As a matter of fact…, she didn’t study psychology only to understand the kids but as well to understand herself.

She continued running for some hours until she reached a small beach. Great! Then she could have a swim to get rid of the sweat. Suddenly she stopped when she saw a boat arrive.

She was exhausted and sat down on the beach watching how a man was working to tie the boat up.

He seemed to notice her presence and raised his hand to greet her. There was something about him that attracted her. He seemed so quiet and peaceful. It seemed if though he influenced her messy thoughts and she started feeling better. Then he came closer and said: “Good night there….

–  “Rosalind…, Rosalind F…,  eh… King.

–  “Hi Rosalind, my name is Captain…, Jeremy Captain. I can tell that you have been running.”
–  “Do I smell that bad?”

–  “No you don’t but I notice that your breathing is irregular, that’s why. I didn’t expect anybody here at this hour of the night.” Jeremy noticed he had a new capacity; he was able to feel her discomfort and her sadness. Strange, this never happened to him before with nobody…. Something inside pushed him to invite her.  “Say…, would you go for a late diner? I could prepare us something to eat meanwhile you could get refreshed.  Jeremy didn’t understand how it was possible but he just knew that this was what she needed. It looked if though even his heart and throat chakras were touched by the light. So he had offered her this without a second’s thought.

Rosalind accepted that offer. She felt very comforted by his nice and easy way of talking and moving. She thought:  ‘this man surely hasn’t had any major problems in his life and I feel that he didn’t have any second thoughts by inviting me’.

He saw her to the bathroom and she was indeed pleased to get rid of the green smelly odor clouds from her body. When she came out, he had diner ready. They sat there and ate in silence…, a silence that wasn’t painful; a silence between some very good friends… and they didn’t even know each other!

When he told her he had never seen her here in Sunset Valley, she told him the same as she had told to her aunt. He told her that he just had passed some time in solitude to take a decision.

It was at the break of day when they said good-bye. Jeremy told her that he would stay only one or two days in Sunset Valley and then he would go to Bridgeport to do something important but that he would come back and perhaps they could meet again?

Jeremy went to the grocery store where he bought provisions for the next weeks and he was pleased to be able to buy a newspaper. He had been so long without any news that he took his time to read the paper from A to Z.

There was an ad that caught his attention. In the outskirts of Bridgeport somebody had opened a B&B, called Bluewater Inn. There was a small picture of it. It looked nice… It wouldn’t be such a bad idea to stay there for the weekend before going to his lawyer. His took his phone and asked if he could reserve for the next weekend.

*****

Jane’s heart began to bounce louder when she heard the door bell. ‘Don’t be silly…; don’t run to that door…; don’t let him have the idea that you couldn’t wait to see him…’ That was what she told herself.

So she walked to the door quietly and opened it:  “Oh Alejandro…, what a surprise! I didn’t expect you so early…”,  she lied with a blush on her face.
Alejandro quickly touched her cheek and said: “I love it when you blush; your cheeks get really hot.”

She said: “I’m always hot…, I mean…” and she started blushing again. He noticed her shyness and understood she was as nervous as he was.

– “I’ve a taxi waiting here. Are you ready to go or do I dismiss him?”
– “No Alejandro, I’m ready.”

The taxi drove them to the Bistro. They took place at the same table where Jane sat with Jeremy when he told her, that he would go to Lighthouse Island. Alejandro touched her hand and asked: “Why are you nervous, mi querida Jane; consider me as your friend…; tell me what’s on your mind….”

Jane took a deep breath and told Alejandro about her wish of independence and that she didn’t want to upset her brother. He understood but he told her that she would do her brother most probably a favor by living on her own.

– “Look Jane, I’m a family-man. I love my mother and brothers and sisters dearly but I wouldn’t like to have them around when being married. Nothing to worry about…, I assure you! Have you found already a place where you would like to live?”
–  “I haven’t looked around so far,  but I would love to have a modern house similar to yours.”
–  “That house would be too small. Just imagine that you get married and have children. There’s only one bedroom.”

– “Now…, who’s talking about marrying and having children?”
– “What’s the matter Jane, don’t you want to have children?”
– “Well… yes…, when the right man comes by.”
Alejandro became very serious.  – “So… you’re waiting for the right man to come by…. Do you think you would recognize him?
–  “Yes, I think so…”

Alejandro’s dreams shattered at that very moment, thinking that she still was waiting for the right guy to come. So… that meant that HE wasn’t the right man. He, who thought that today, would be his lucky day. This time he wouldn’t be pushy…! A man has his pride…, especially a Spanish man. He took a deep breath and said:  “Jane…, if you want to, you can live in my house, I will be leaving soon. My family wants me to come back. I didn’t want to but now I think that the moment has come for me to go!”

Jane was wondering why he had changed his attitude in such a short time. ‘It must be the table. Here, at this same table, Jeremy told me he would go away and now Alejandro goes as well. Why…?’ Then she saw how unhappy he looked and she acted impulsively; took his hand and brought it to her cheek and then to her lips.
– “Alejandro…, your house doesn’t mean anything to me if you’re not living in there. I don’t know if you have met already the woman of your dreams but as far as I’m concerned, I’ve met already the right man for me.”
–  “You are not just trying to be kind?”
As an answer, Jane took his hand and laid it upon her breast – “Can you feel this heartbeat Alejandro? It beats for you!”

Now it was Alejandro who was overwhelmed. He asked “Are there many people around?” she answered “no…, not really…” Then he said “That’s a pity because I want the whole world to know that I love you…; te adoro…!; would you marry me…, mi querida Jane? I don’t have the ring with me but I have one for you at home. Por favor… say ‘yes’!”

Jane could hardly answer; emotions had settled in her throat but she thought: ‘Who cares about a ring?’ She threw herself in his arms and kissed him like she never had kissed before. That was her answer. People looked at that shameless young couple and wondered if there wasn’t a better place for them to show their affection for each other.

To be continued…

 

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