Under the same Moon – 12

Banner Moon English

In the previous Chapter:

Cynthia went home and left Jeremy at Lighthouse Island.
Val and Jane Hunter didn
t dare to speak about Janes independence.

Credits to:  Fredbrenny for her assistance and above all for ‘Alejandro’; Mangio for ‘Carmen’; and introducing ‘Rosalind King’ ~ Thank you Spladoum.

*****

Jeremy felt better now that he was alone again. He spent the day reading and working out.

That night he slept like a baby. It had been a long time since he slept this well.

Next day, while working in the garden, he told himself that he could do exactly what he always did being alone. He could work in the garden in his underwear if he wanted to. There was nobody he had to consider. Nobody would tell him what was appropriate and what not. He only had to take care of the garden, do some exercises and relax; relax. That word made him feel so good. He wouldnt have to walk on his toes being afraid of hurting other peoples feelings. He had no need to understand the reason why Cynthia reacted the way she did. always so unexpected.
He was better off alone
; only himself to deal with. He didnt know yet how true that was!

At a certain moment he felt if though he was being observed. He turned around and what he saw almost made his blood freeze in his veins. He stood eye in eye with himself when being a young adult!

What was this? A nightmare? He was so shocked that he lost consciousness.

*****

Aunt Dawn looked puzzled. A woman of her age has seen many possible and impossible things and time had taught her not to give a quick comment on things she didnt understand but she didnt believe much in a message sent by a spirit. Thats why she looked puzzled when she saw Cynthia coming out of a taxi. How could Raph have known this? Or was it just a coincidence?

Cynthia greeted Dawn and told her that she was sorry for having been away longer than expected. Aunt Dawn explained everything that had happened during Cynthias absence. She saw that Cynthia looked a bit tired and she offered to stay there to prepare lunch for all of them.

Cynthia accepted that offer thankfully. She went inside to change into another outfit. The children would soon come back home from school.

After that, she went to the garden to wait for Raph to come and they gave each other a big hug.

From the corner of her eye she saw a girl going into the house. Ah, that must be the girl Aunt Dawn had been talking about; I will greet her later.  She listened patiently to all the news her son told her.

When Risto came home, he ran to his mother for a hug and Raph smiled and said: Didnt I tell you? I knew she would come here, dad told me so! Cynthia looked at her oldest son and decided to analyze this sentence later.

For the moment she was pleased to see the children happy and was grateful that Aunt Dawn had taken good care of them. They introduced her to Carmen who, again, was shy because she had never seen Cynthia before.

That afternoon Aunt Dawn told Carmen to pack her things because now they would go to Dawns house. Risto said he wanted Carmen to stay with him and Raph remarked: Dont be silly, she will be living next-door.

After the children had gone to bed, Cynthia thought about what Raph had said. Dad told me yesterday that you would come today. She thought: How is that possible? Yesterday I didnt even know myself that I would go home today. I made that decision after having cut the photo. Could Raphael possibly have known that I would do so?

The answer came in a dream. She only heard Raphaels voice: Dear Cynthia. Im so pleased you could free yourself from the shield This has been your proof. You were depending too much on me and you had to learn to trust yourself. There was no need to cut the photo; your determination was firm and you would have freed yourself anyway by taking the decision and having that shower. Water always washes negativity away; of course, only if you are determined enough. Are you aware that if you are able to take the shield away, you will be able as well to create one if you need it? Im proud of your achievement! Now, stand on your own feet and take your life into your own hands. Eventually you might stray away from the light and need help to find the enlightened path again… Then I will be there for you.’

*****

When Dawn came home, she noticed immediately that somebody had been in her house. She had a quick look around and saw that nothing was missing.

When she went downstairs to prepare the bedroom for Carmen, she noticed that one of the rooms was occupied because there was a suitcase and she found clothes in the drawer. She didnt have to wait a long time to solve that mystery. She heard the front door opening and went upstairs.

She started smiling from ear to ear when she recognized her 2nd cousin. She hugged her dearly and said: My dear Rosalind. Im so happy to see you here. Hows your mom? Why did you come here? I thought you were working as a teacher. Tell me all about it!

–  Auntie Dawn; youre as sweet as I always remember. Its true; Im a teacher back home at Sutters Landing but Ive got very demanding students, problem kids, in my class and I needed a break really bad. So I decided to take this sabbatical, one year for myself. As Im very interested in psychology, I decided to study it. Doing so may help me understand the pupils behavior better. Psychology always has been a hobby of mine. Besides that, I needed a change of air. I hope you dont mind that I came here to you. Mom gave me your address and I found the key underneath the flower pot.

The young woman smiled at her 2nd aunt and Dawn really was very pleased to see someone of her family. She hugged her again and said that she was always welcome to stay. Then Dawn saw from the corner of her eye that Carmen came out of the living room.

Dawn said: Oh, how stupid of me! I was so happy to see you that I forgot all about Carmen.” She called the girl and said:  Carmen, I want you to meet my second cousin, Rosalind King. Rosalind…, this is Carmen, a young friend of mine who will live here a few months until her mother comes back.Pleased to meet you madam, said Carmen. She was shy again. Today had been a stressful day for her and all she wanted was to be left alone and she hoped that she could find something to play with in this house.

When she noticed that the women continued talking, Carmen escaped and went downstairs where she found the Gnome-in-a-box and she enjoyed the music.

*****

At Vals and Daisys place, Jane had just made her bed when her sister in law came inside. They joked a bit together and then Jane said:
–  
Daisy, I’d like to know your opinion on something.

–  “Yes Jane, tell me what it is.
–  “I don
t know how to say this and I dont want to be rude because you have been so kind to me.

 Go ahead Jane, you can tell me anything.
–  “Do you think that my brother would be offended it I would look for a place of my own? I really would like to be independent but I never dared to tell Val about it because he’s the only family I’ve got…”

Daisy hurried to answer: – “But Jane, you are very welcome here and for us you don’t have to leave if you don’t want to…”
–  “I know, but I really need a change although it makes me sad to leave little Daniel as well.”

–  “Hey…, don’t worry about him and don’t you worry about your brother. He’s a grown man now and I’m sure he will understand…! Do you want me to talk to him?”
–  “Oh, that would be great
, if you could prepare him for this separation…, I’d appreciate it very much!”
–  “It will not be a separation. You only want to live in a house of your own which is quite normal. You can come and visit us and we will visit you. Don’t worry Jane, I will make him understand that.”
Daisy was relieved and hugged her sister in law. She was a nice person but a young couple needs privacy and, to be honest…, Daisy almost couldn’t resist sneaking into the one-persons-bed with her husband.

*****

That same morning Alejandro woke up with a very special feeling. There was something special in the air; he could feel it; something promising….

He got up, took his phone and called Jane.

–  “Señorita…, how about having lunch together at the Bistro…?” He waited patiently for Jane to think it over and then a smile brightened his face. Yes…, she said yes!and he thought ‘its now or never…’

He couldn’t stop smiling while he showered and sang out loud a beautiful love song. He prepared himself to meet his Dulcinea’.

To be continued…

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Under the same Moon – 11

Banner Moon English

In the previous chapter:
– Cynthia and Jeremy went through a very difficult moment and Jeremy learned a lesson.
– Jane thought Alejandro was blind and wanted to make sure.

Many thanks to the TSR-artists for their wonderful C.C. A special thanks to Fredbrenny for ‘Alejandro’ and to Mangio for ‘Carmen’.

*****

Jane was too surprised to even react as she would have done usually. For some seconds she was speechless. Then Alejandro asked:  Do you really think I wouldnt recognize you? I was aware that I was being observed. Im used to that and I dont pay attention to it. But when you came closer, I recognized you right away. I know the way you smell; I dont know if it could be a perfume or if its youbut I know I would recognize you anywhere.”

He let go of her and stepped back. Now that you found me, may I invite you to have lunch with me?

Very much to her own surprise she didnt decline his offer. Still being a bit confused, Jane became aware that she really was hungry after that long walk. She followed him inside. He invited her to sit down and he prepared lunch. Jane thought that he was admirable because her father never, ever did anything at home but of course, she had to admit that they had staff for the housekeeping.

After lunch, Alejandro said: – “Señorita Jane, please let me see what you look like!
 “Why should I? I thought you recognized me anyway?
 “I recognize your voice, your scent; I can even notice your emotions.
It’s because of that… I sense you are a beautiful woman… I’d like to sculpt you…

 “How on earth are you able to make sculptures?!
With a smile he answered:
Very easy; I have a very good memory but I have to see the model first. Would you give me permission to have a look at you, Señorita Jane?

Heavens! What do I do now? It would be rude not to let him! She hesitated.
 “Dont worry mi querida señorita; I know I can be pushy, thats what my mother always tells me, but I would never, ever do anything to offend you!” He smiled seductively.
Jane swallowed and had the nerve to say:
Go ahead, you may take a closer look at me.

Alejandro was very delicate when moving his sensitive fingertips over her face. He seemed to enjoy it and when he reached her shoulders, he took his hands away. I knew you would be beautiful, Juanita. You made an involuntary movement when I touched your nose. No motives to have a complex. It gives you personality. I like everything Ive seen up to this point.

When Alejandro had taken his hands away from her, Jane felt if though she wasnt complete anymore. She would always remember that moment when he first touched her face.
–  
Alejandro…”
 “My name sounds like music in your voice! What is it, you want to ask me?
 “No, I just wanted to thank you for this lunch but I really have to go now.

 “I will walk you home!”
 “That isnt necessary.”
 “I insist!
 “Your mothers right, you are very pushy!
They walked all the way together and when they arrived at Jane
s home, there was a short silence. Then Alejandro asked Would you give me only one little kiss, please? I promise I will not kiss you back yet!

And Jane gave him a little kiss very near his mouth and he kept his word but he still stood there enjoying the memory of that magical moment, long after she had gone inside.
Jane had closed the door and leaned against it; her hands covering her blushing face and wondering how she had dared to kiss him.

*****

When Cynthia woke up that morning, she was feeling great. She slept really well and was full of energy to start a new day. As they couldnt use the washing machine, she washed all the clothes by hand and had them drying in the garden where Jeremy had previously put up some lines for that purpose.
So far, Jeremy hadn
t shown up and, as a matter of fact, she was pleased with that. She saw there still was some work to be done in the garden but didnt feel like it at the moment. She went all the way upstairs, to the top of the lighthouse and for a while just enjoyed the view.

*****

Jeremy had slept very long, and after breakfast he went into the garden. He started to work there but was too restless. He remembered the dream he had during the night and it felt if though it had really happened.
In the dream Cynthia was dressed like a Goddess and she had prepared diner. It was all very romantic with lit candles and all. After dinner he drew her gently close to his body and then he kissed her…. She didn’t resist… ‘Oh
good Lord…, what a kiss!’

What on earth would he give for another kiss like that one! He lifted her up in his arms and just as he wanted to take her to his bedroom, she vanished.

It had been an illusion. His own desire had inspired his imagination! No, he definitely did not have the patience to work in the garden. He changed and tried to free himself from his frustration by breaking tablets, not being aware that he was being observed from the top of the lighthouse.

Cynthia saw Jeremy make his way into the garden. He looked around and started to pull some weeds, but it seemed that he didnt have the patience today. He looked a bit nervous. She saw how he started to do some training.
He looked good. As a matter of fact, he was younger than he showed. It must be because of his grey hair. Raphael told her that Jeremy became an adult on the island. That was after she had been there…; meaning that he would be even a few years younger than she was. She felt relieved that she didn
t have to feel his yearning for her.

She went downstairs because the garden needed to be taken care of, and someone had to do it. She said good-morning and he mumbled something for an answer. He seemed different from yesterday. She didnt notice him paying much attention to her, and she didnt know how difficult that was for the man.

Jeremy soon felt ashamed that Cynthia was working alone in the garden so he started helping her and tried very hard to keep his mind on other matters.
Now and again he observed her from the corner of his eyes and he wondered how a person who looked as fragile as she did, could have so much inner strength and how she had been able to keep him awake all night. She acted if though she didn
t know anything about it. He thought I will see to it that she wont be able to keep me awake anymore; I know now that I have to put my mind on other things and then she cannot reach me.’

Raphael from up above smiled over the two people who were taking care of the garden without knowing which step would be taken next in their spiritual growth.

*****

Back home in Sunset Valley, Dawn Nightfall received a phone call from Mrs. Leechi, Carmens mother. The woman had heard that Aunt Dawn was looking after children and she told her that she had to go to her home country to take care of her sister. She would have to be away for about 2 months and she asked Dawn if she could take care of Carmen. The girl had to attend school and couldnt come with her. Dawn told her that she would call her back in the afternoon to give her an answer. First of all she called Cynthia to ask her if she would be staying much longer on Lighthouse Island and she told her the reason why she wanted to know. Then Cynthia said that she wouldnt mind if Dawn would take care of Carmen and she even gave her permission to prepare a bedroom for the girl until Dawn could go back to her own house. So Dawn called Mrs. Leechi back and told her that Carmen was welcome.

Dawn had organized a picnic in the garden as a kind of a welcome party for Carmen. When Risto asked if his mother would be away much longer, she answered that she didnt know but Raph looked at his brother and said:  Shell come home tomorrow afternoon.”

Dawn looked at the boy and didnt say anything but when the two brothers were alone, Risto asked him:  “How can you be so sure, Raph? His big brother answered: Because Dad told me so!

*****

Valdemar and Daisy were happy. Little Daniel was already a toddler and a cute little boy. He took after his father but had the color of Daisys eyes.

Both of them were working and when at home, they hardly had any privacy. As a matter of fact they were pleased when Jane called them to say that she would stay overnight at her girlfriends place.

Daisy talked about it to her husband and she wanted Val to tell his sister to move to a place of her own. Valdemar wasnt very happy with that task:  How can you ask this of me, Daisy? Jane is the only family I have.”

After a few weeks, Daisy really got angry with her husband and she made him choose between her and his sister. It wasnt really a fair choice because Daisy told him that they would sleep in separate rooms until he had talked to his sister. The tyranny of the weak gender!

*****

Meanwhile, Jane was dreaming about having her own place; a house like Alejandros would very much appeal to her. She didnt know how to explain this to her brother. Perhaps he would think that she was being ungrateful if she went away, but Jane felt that she needed something different. Anyway, she didnt say anything. How could she? He was the only family that she had!
***

Alejandro was a happy man. After that afternoon that Jane had found him in the garden, he felt that his destiny was just around the corner. It was hard for him not to call her every hour of the day, which was exactly what he would have done if he would have followed his hearts desire.

*****

Jeremy slept better now. Now that he had understood that the energy follows the thoughts, he was adapting himself to that knowledge.

This time it was Cynthia, who was having a hard time. She felt separated from everything, she didnt feel the happiness in her heart when hearing the birds sing; the wind in the branches of the trees didnt say anything to her. She only was aware of her own feelings. Those feelings told her that she missed the impacts of the world on her senses. The shield that Raphael had created around her was becoming very heavy.
Raphael knew this; he felt sorry for her but this was her battle, and she had to fight that one out by herself. If he would help her with this, then it wouldn
t be a real test.

Even at night, Cynthia felt that she couldnt contact Raphael anymore. She was completely alone and was having a real hard time.  I dont know what is worse, this solitude or being exposed to Jeremys energy! Right now, I would love to feel some human warmth around me!At a certain point, Cynthia didnt want to continue with this emptiness.  Alone in her bedroom, she cried:  I dont want this anymore! Raphael, Im so sorry if I disappoint you but I will try to break through this shield you have put around me!  Turning from one side to another, she wondered how she could do it. One way or another she wanted to be free from that shield. Suddenly she had an idea.

It must have been about 3 am when she jumped out of bed. She removed a picture of Raphael and her from its frame and looked at it. Then she did something unexpected…; she cut the photo into two separate pieces and put Raphaels piece into the closet. Am I acting childish?, she thought. Then she went to have a shower and when she came out of it, she felt her own self again.

She sighed with relieve; went to bed and slept  very pleased with her own decision.

Next morning, she went to the garden where Jeremy was working and said:  Jeremy, Im going home. If theres anything I can do for you, you know where to find me. No, you dont have to take me there. I made a phone call to the Rent-a-Boat Agency already, and they will come and pick me up in a moment.
Jeremy was confused about this sudden change. She had been so smooth those last few days. He didn
t know what to think about it. He saw her leaving and didnt even wave good-bye. Yes, he was sure, from now on life would be easier for him! He wouldnt have to take care of his thoughts; he would be able to fully enjoy his dreams; he could let his imagination run without anybody around! That was what he thought!

To be continued….

 

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